Issue #5: Portraiture
What of an apparition? A lost child, their parents not more than voices in a cathedral of chants; an orphan offering their voice in song; the self-portrait, mirror-self; the act of regarding another and making manifest their image, an apparition as illusory metaphor. Portraiture as ghost-making; the art of refurbishing the self in the image of an other; a reflection as agent of being; how a photograph captures the shapes of light and nothing more, a poem captures form in this way; auto-ekphrastic, and, forever engaged in the devious search for our children, find these orphans we have drawn, like so many Rachels.
“Waffler” by Allison Baker
#5: Portraiture
NOTEs on #5
What of an apparition? A lost child, their parents not more than voices in a cathedral of chants; an orphan offering their voice in song; the self-portrait, mirror-self; the act of regarding another and making manifest their image, an apparition as illusory metaphor. Portraiture as ghost-making; the art of refurbishing the self in the image of an other; a reflection as agent of being; how a photograph captures the shapes of light and nothing more, a poem captures form in this way; auto-ekphrastic, and, forever engaged in the devious search for our children, find these orphans we have drawn, like so many Rachels.
“...You / become the fearless arms / of earth, falling / apart under watersong” (Adriana Stimola, “Rachel, At the Edge”); like an infinity in quadrants (Cheol yu Kim, “Infinity”), “a ghost roams in the upper room, dressed in velvet / & purple, counting the petals of flowers on a rosary // bead” (Ifeoluwa Ayandele, “How Home turns into a Rickety Bicycle”); the uncertainty of what the found can mean (Katie Zychowski , “Found photo of birds or planes, pine trees”). We search on, buoyed on empty coffins, until we find “...there, / a worm still wriggling through / the voweled heart of a word / you will never be able to read” (Corinna Schroeder, “At the Exhumation, the Coffin Speaks”); the diminished or bolstered symbol or found object (Todd Molinari, “Trickster”) “—proof, insofar as beauty can be, of what / happens where love is, without instruction” (Toby Goostree, “Rachels”); where portraiture is search for self or other; where portraiture is an apparition of what has been found, regained, this issue’s works stand.
Greg Stapp
Managing Editor
July 2020
Harbor Review
“Havana, Cuba (Western Union)” by Sherry Shahan
How Home Turns Into a Rickety Bicycle
I set my story on deaf ears, death has gone
before me. Yet, if you stay away too long
from home, know that a Purple Hibiscus tree
has been planted in the yard, above mom’s grave
to remember how she became a flower one afternoon
& how she wore a twilight as shadows, climbing
a ladder to explore a kingdom of spirits. -& now,
a ghost roams in the upper room, dressed in velvet
& purple, counting the petals of flowers on a rosary
bead. I undress the ghost & my mind grows
into a flower vase for ghosts.-& if you ever remember
home, at least for once, you will understand
how your absence here is an ajar door for deaf things—
love & how home turns into a rickety bicycle that mom
rides into a kingdom of ghosts & I am her flower vase.
Ifeoluwa Ayandele
“Trickster of the Dark God” by Todd Molinari
RACHEL, AT THE EDGE
It’s the way you
talk about the shoreline, turn
toward her, word-after-
word; the way that, whelk,
makes the muscles
in your mouth move. You
become the fearless arms
of earth, falling
apart under watersong.
I am dew
at your altar—drops
of a yesterday, nothing
more than condensation
on the glass of our creation,
beading at the thought
of consecration.
Adriana Stimola
“No title 3” by Jolanta Gmur
What If When We Introduced Ourselves We Told These Stories Instead
I thought I knew God once as a girl in New Hampshire climbing a mountain so big and glorious and flooded with sunlight I nearly gave way only half-through the forests and rocks and streams, but something lifted me I still can’t name. I’ll never be sure.
Every time it rains a real rain in any of the small towns I find myself living in, which is to say towns where I begin falling asleep absently over time and building routines around dish drains and the cat’s polite shits piling in his box underneath plastic bags filled with other plastic grocery bags, I look at how the water leaps out the gutters like it’s escaping the house and I remember it rained the day I saw the Colosseum in Rome. I remember it was loud. Like I was under a jar. And the gargoyles were shouting back what the sky kept yelling.
Twice I’ve traveled the entire east-west of Iowa by train. Fresh-eyed boys playing guitar in the lounge car, cornfield skies swallowing light down the windows. Amish families filling seats with some hidden steadiness I envied. The hauntings they carried were ancestors. Mine were worries wringing their invisible hands. In one memory, rickety in my footing between rail cars, my husband and I want hot food so much we pay seven dollars each for plastic bowls of reheated macaroni and cheese.
One time I stole toilet paper from the 19th floor of a Japanese office building. About a dozen others went with me. We needed it. We had lost our jobs there. We needed the gesture, too—that tiny, useless revenge we could bring with us to our bathrooms and meter out privately in little ribbons of loss.
Rebecca Macijeski
“Sandy in Sunlight” by John Laue
At the Movies with God as Projectionist
I admit I believe the film is beamed in via invisible waves
I admit I doubt They are there at the projector even if I shout
those magic words get this film running deus ex machina pronto
I believe nothing happens if I can’t see it happen
I admit I came here for sanctuary as I admit one
myself in with a ticket I was given
I wonder if They are the ticket seller or ticket taker
if They are behind concessions stand will I treat Them
as I would be treated & there is remaining work
there is a needed movie I admit I wonder
if They are the film itself I wonder if this is not 35 mm
but a 3 mm film my belief so tiny this film that I squint
as I tell my sons not to worry about this darkness
that we practice a discipline to participate in the story
that the story can’t be seen without darkness
Dennis Etzel, Jr.
“Infinity” by Cheol Yu Kim
At the Exhumation, the Coffin Speaks
In February 1862, Lizzie Siddal died of a laudanum overdose, which may have been an intentional suicide. Her husband, Dante Gabriel Rossetti, placed a journal of his poems in her coffin, telling a friend that “I have often been writing at these poems when Lizzie was ill and suffering, and I might have been attending to her, and now they shall go.” Several years later, in October 1869, Rossetti decided he wanted the poems back so he could include them in a new volume of verse that he was about to publish.
Close back the lid on her face.
Put out your lantern and shovel
glint. You couldn’t resettle
the careful folds of her dress,
the brittle red dust of her hair,
if you tried. In your shoes’
tread, the soft relics of mouse shit
that honored this shrine.
Don’t you see? The moss
will grow again to the stone’s
very lip. The leaves of hornbeam,
hazel, ash, and sweet chestnut
will sweep themselves back
to where they were. The faithful
will mourn. Under a white knuckle
of moon, moles with silver-raven
fur, the fox and her pups, tawny
owl. Pocket your soft hands
and lock the gate. Let me hold her
as we were under our winter
blanket of dirt. Don’t you see?
The pages you sought are filled
with holes. Holes shaped like pears,
like scythes, like a mouth
calling back, cackling. There,
a worm still wriggling through
the voweled heart of a word
you will never be able to read.
Corinna McClanahan Schroeder
“Flora & Plastika” by Ana Jovanovska
Bowline, Pigeon Point Light Station
for O
Your father kept a piece of blue cord
in his pocket, like the one wrapped around
the small, red pears of your feet
when you wailed into the world.
He knotted and burned the pocket cord
with a gas station lighter, slipped
it onto my wedding finger.
It wasn’t because
you were growing there, he said,
a swell under the sleeping bag, under the searching
gaze of the lighthouse lantern.
In defiance you look so like him,
when you blame me for the way I love
everyone too soon.
Your father said exactly that
in the days that were supposed
to be saltwater sweet. I should have jumped
on my bicycle, kept pedaling,
would have, maybe, but I sensed you
there already, unfolding your cells
in the mystery, and I wanted you
to know him, to see how his lips
quiver in nervousness, like that night
when he said the knot would unravel,
fall away, not to mistake its loosening
for something we’d lost.
Patricia Caspers
“How Does Your Garden Grow” by Erin ONeill
Self-Portrait as a Reliquary
Here is where the bones go,
those little lonesome shards,
and here
the splinters,
here the dice
which gambled for the robes;
the spikes upon the Catherine
wheel,
the thorn plucked from
a lion’s paw—and do you feel
a striking radioactive afterglow
still burning from the folds and
tucks upon the shroud
and gold
or some penumbra vaguely like it
returning where this martyr died?
The residue of miracles is grafted
on such ordinary
lumber, fabric,
flesh; on any piece of fallen star.
And yet
reticulated throughout
its sacred inflorescence
a touch-
and-go of far-off powers rupture
into one moment when the earth
is pressed to heaven:
still, ridicule it all
you like—we are its vessels. We
burst like flowers in a stony cup.
Will Cordeiro
“Found photo of birds or planes, pine trees. Fuji 400” by Katie Zychowski
The Photograph of a Duck
I photographed a duck
that stood on a wooden trunk
to show you the duck and the trunk
or to say: there was a duck.
I spend the rest of the day applying make-up
and then watching myself,
observing myself from the distance, until I
recognize myself, and wave hello.
When I am done, I say: this is a mouth
or, this kind of of mouth:
and I immerse my lips into the seeds
of a big pomegranate
and say Pomegranate,
there was a pomegranate,
this kind of pomegranate.
and then swallow it whole.
I only appear for myself
and these acts are accompanied by storms
from a low sky of treetops,
locusts and crickets.
They are actually the same creature,
only one had long lost its cry
when it buried it in the earth
to shelter it
and then forgot it.
Green on the eyes, red on the lips,
the other held on to its cry
and got a badminton racket,
a racket like the one which we,
as children, used to strike flying beetles
and some used to, after knocking them down,
halve them with the racket’s edges,
crooking its rims
and ripping its net,
but not me.
This morning, the duck ate pomegranate.
Or, it had yesterday hatched that pomegranate.
It was red,
with a red beak and a red tail,
it was as green,
as a locust, a cricket,
as red and as green as meat sitting on grass.
The day is as standard
as the wounds on the knees, elbows,
calves and thighs of the girls,
playing football,
on a minefield,
in grass rising above their waist.
Marija Dejanović
Translated by Hana Samaržija
“Peace and Love” by Kristin Fouquet
Upon Viewing Katrín Sigurdardóttir’s Metamorphic
at the Eli and Edythe Broad Art Museum, Michigan State University
/ craft paper / plaster / marble /
This tatty couch, that stiff chair, the calico floor strewn with a few somethings—
a child’s room. All the gray relic of our worst imaginations set out spaciously
and patterned with blocks of soft sun pouring through gridded glass behind
and to the left—eye level. No bed. / bland / You could
walk right into the maze, sit down in the center, begin playing
/ reconstructing / but for the blurred bodies in the doorway watching. One shuffles
her feet, the other straightens her coat. Paid positions. How to explain
that, sometimes, we must get as close to a thing as we can, crawl into the faux
arrangement, lie on the couch, sit in the chair, pretend there is TV, drink
a glass of milk /not there / sitting on a little table. How to explain
the poems we write incessantly in the corner of the room, backed up against
/ imaginary / walls that keep us folded in place, the embrace of a few strewn
pillows, the /unfurnished / blanket we pull over shoulders
hunched against the backside of yet another chair, the toys, the thrown toys; you
there, me here—he / she / they reenacting memories, and the way there are not
pillows or blankets or diversions enough, nor contextualization / hours of light /.
Kimberly Ann Priest
“More Spice than Sugar” by C. R. Resetarits
Living Doll
Between Alma’s marriages, there was Oskar
Kokoschka and his 400 love letters,
his 450 drawings and paintings of her.
He was the only one she really loved,
though she politely declined his proposal,
objected, when he wanted to be slapped.
How she summed it up: Never before
have I experienced so much strain,
so much hell and so much paradise.
Once she left him, he ordered a life-
sized doll version. He asked for teeth
and tongue, instructed the maker
to pay particular attention to the feel of its skin.
The doll-maker, a woman, took six months
and obstructed him,
covered fake-Alma with white feathers.
Kokoschka was disappointed, compared
his doll to a polar bear, but drew
and painted depictions of it anyway.
A mannequin wouldn’t get an abortion,
wouldn’t leave him for another.
He took the doll to the opera and on long
carriage rides. In a self-portrait—with doll,
anatomically correct—he points
at its nether region as if issuing an invitation.
He knew he couldn’t destroy real-Alma,
his darling bitch.
Cured of his passion, and drunk,
he beheaded fake-Alma in his Dresden garden;
over her handsome handmade head,
he smashed a bottle of good red wine.
Susana H. Case
“Portrait #1” by Alessandra Baragiotta
Velázquez and the Princess
“Infanta Margarita Teresa in blue dress” (1659)
by Diego Velázquez, Kunsthistorisches Museum, Vienna
Velázquez, you didn’t lie
about the princess, drowning girl
in her voluminous weighted gown,
her almost-frown, hanging limp
from her hand, a soft dead animal muff,
plush sable brown, still and cold,
against the silvered crinoline.
The canvas crowded with sorrow,
invisible remains of the brother
who slipped early to the grave
taking with him the king’s heart
and affection—No more love,
their father decreed, no more grief.
And so she sways in blue, this little girl,
soon Holy Roman Empress, held
in place by the stave of her dress.
Mary Buchinger
“Contractions” by Tyler Jesse
Rachels
“When the Lord saw that Leah was not loved,
he enabled her to conceive” —Genesis 29:31
In lieu of a flu shot, antivenom?
Because I need a reason less generous
than that—when the Lord saw that Leah
was not loved. What would be one?
If she was
loved, not just provided for. —Even if
she wasn’t loved, provided as its own
reward. On purpose. For— no what-ifs,
buts, or ors. If sex wasn’t her only
power, or if it was stronger: no doctors.
—Doctors! If Clomid, Femara, Follistim,
Menopur. If mourning-noon-and-night. —Longer!
If inefficient, slow, involved, firsthand
—proof, insofar as beauty can be, of what
happens where love is, without instruction.
Toby Goostree
Contributors
Ifeoluwa Ayandele
Ifeoluwa Ayandele is a Nigerian poet. His poetry has been published or is forthcoming at Borderlands: Texas Poetry Review, RATTLE, The Ilanot Review, Ghost City Review, Pidgeonholes, Tint Journal, Glass: A Journal of Poetry, Thimblelitmag, MockingHeart Review, Verse Daily, and elsewhere. He lives in a room whose window faces a fence and he tweets @ IAyandele.
Allison Baker
Allison Baker earned her MFA in Sculpture from the Rhode Island School of Design, a BFA in Sculpture and BA in Gender Studies from Indiana University. Her work investigates hegemonic femininity as a site of transgression and resistance. Allison clawed her way into higher education with a thesaurus and words she cannot pronounce. Currently, she is an Assistant Professor of Sculpture and Studio Art at Hamline University where she tries to impart some knowledge of finesse, persuasion, and manual labor.
Alessandra Baragiotta
Alessandra Baragiotta was born in Monterrey, Mx. Her work stems from the impulse to create an image that is not too obvious, but also not too objective, besides being motivated by the potential coexistence of the past and the present (and also, of different universes) at the same moment that collage offers.
Mary Buchinger
Mary Buchinger, author of e i n f ü h l u n g/in feeling (2018), Aerialist (2015), and Roomful of Sparrows (2008), is president of the New England Poetry Club and professor of English and communication studies at MCPHS University in Boston; her work has appeared in AGNI, DIAGRAM, Gargoyle, Nimrod, Salamander, Slice, and elsewhere.
Susana H. Case
Susana H. Case is the author of seven books of poetry, most recently Dead Shark on the N Train in 2020 from Broadstone Books. Drugstore Blue (Five Oaks Press) won an IPPY Award in 2019. She is also the author of five chapbooks, two of which won poetry prizes.
Patricia Caspers
Patricia Caspers is an award-winning poet, journalist and columnist. Her full-length poetry collection, In the Belly of the Albatross, is available from Glass Lyre Press. Her work has appeared most recently in Terrain, Barren Magazine and Atticus Review. She lives in the California foothills where edits West Trestle Review.
Will Cordeiro
Will Cordeiro has recent work appearing or forthcoming in Agni, Cimarron Review, The Cincinnati Review, DIAGRAM, Palette Poetry, Rust + Moth, Tinderbox Poetry Journal, The Threepenny Review, and elsewhere. Will’s collection Trap Street won the 2019 Able Muse Book Award. Will co-edits the small press Eggtooth Editions.
Marija Dejanović
Marija Dejanović (1992) is a Croatian poet, translator and critic based in Larissa, Greece. Her books from 2018 Etika kruha i konja and Središnji god won multiple awards. Her poems were published in 10 countries. She’s assistant director of Thessalian Poetry Festival (Πανθεσσαλικό Φεστιβάλ Ποίησης) and member of Croatian Writers’ Society and international poets’ platform Versopolis. She’s editor of “Tema” magazine.
Dennis Etzel, Jr.
Dennis Etzel Jr. lives with Carrie and the boys in Topeka, Kansas where he teaches English at Washburn University. His work has appeared in Denver Quarterly, Indiana Review, BlazeVOX, Fact-Simile, 1913: a journal of poetic forms, 3:AM, Tarpaulin Sky, DIAGRAM, and others. Etzel is the recipient of a 2017 Troy Scroggins Award and the 2017 Topeka ARTSConnect Arty Award in Literary Arts. He is a TALK Scholar for the Kansas Humanities Council and leads poetry workshops in various Kansas spaces.
Kristin Fouquet
Kristin Fouquet photographs and writes from lovely New Orleans. Her photography has been published in online journals, print magazines, chapbook and book covers, and CDs. When not behind the camera, Kristin writes short literary fiction. Visit her humble virtual abode, Le Salon, at the web address https://kristin.fouquet.cc.
Jolanta Gmur
Jolanta Gmur is a Polish painter and lithographer. Her works were presented in many galleries in Europe as well as private collections. Jolanta's artistic works are based mainly on an expressive "here and now” action. It requires an intense mental effort entering in “that” particular moment . The created gesture has been carefully planned. The proccess of painting allows her to use time effectively not wasting it on madness. Each painting is a record of a moment which had taken place. It is a tangible sign of the times. You can find more works on Instagram @litho_girl.
Toby Goostree
Toby Goostree’s work has appeared in Christianity and Literature, The Cincinnati Review, Anglican Theological Review, Santa Clara Review and others. He lives in Kansas City, his hometown.
Tyler Jesse
Tyler Jesse is a sculptor working in Minneapolis, MN. His work seeks to reconcile blue collar and queer as an intersectional identity; he works primarily in traditionally feminine crafting techniques, namely crochet, sewing, and embroidery.
Ana Jovanovska
Ana Jovanovska, born in Macedonia, is a MFA in Graphic Art Field. She is interested in research based in rethinking, re-imagining and re-telling narratives, debating that the structure of society is in many ways conditioned by the structure of language itself. She has had 10 solo and more than 150 group exhibitions.
Cheol Yu Kim
Cheol Yu Kim grew up in a small rural village that was embraced by layers of mountains and borderlines between North and South Korea. He studied Sculpture at Chungang UNIV in Korea and did his MFA at Brooklyn College, CUNY.
John Laue
John Laue is the author of six books. His most recent A Confluence of Voices Revisited was published last year (Futurecycle Press). Laue presently coordinates the reading series of The Monterey Bay Poetry Consortium. An accomplished photographer, Laue had two successful shows of his photos last year and has had many selected for local and international galleries and featured in magazines.
Rebecca Macijeski
Rebecca Macijeski holds a PhD from the University of Nebraska-Lincoln and an MFA from Vermont College of Fine Arts. Her poems have appeared in The Missouri Review, Poet Lore, Barrow Street, Nimrod, The Journal, Sycamore Review, Fairy Tale Review, Puerto del Sol, and many others. Rebecca is Creative Writing Program Coordinator and Assistant Professor at Northwestern State University.
Todd Molinari
Todd Molinari is an artist living and working in Portland, Oregon. His multimedia artistic practice is expressed in painting, photography, video, sculpture, metalsmithing and printmaking, arte util as well as installations and performance art. His works explore the question of identity and the concretization of material from the imaginal realm, particularly in dream analysis and active imagination. Molinari’s works have been shown in exhibitions in Reykjavik, Iceland, Claremont, CA, Brooklyn, NY, Philadelphia, PA, Portland, OR, Salem, OR and Pont-Aven, France. Commissions include “The Dream,” Salem, OR. He is the recipient of the Patricia and Richard Henkels Award in the Fine Arts, University of the Arts, Philadelphia, PA. Todd Molinari received a Certificate in Fine Arts from PNCA, Portland, OR and his MFA at the University of the Arts, Philadelphia, PA and is continuing studies at SFAI.
Erin ONeill
Erin ONeill is an award winning figurative artist in Chicago. Her work utilizes symbolist elements to delve into concepts of death and rebirth under a maternal gaze. In the last decade she has commissioned with private collectors across the country and shown at multiple galleries throughout the country.
Corinna McClanahan Schroeder
Corinna McClanahan Schroeder is the author of Inked, winner of the 2014 X. J. Kennedy Poetry Prize. Her poems have recently appeared in such journals as Blackbird, Gulf Coast, and The Southern Review. She teaches in the Writing Program at the University of Southern California.
Sherry Shahan
Sherry Shahan is a widely published travel writer and photographer who is presently sheltering in place at home in California.. She holds an MFA from Vermont College of Fine Arts and taught a creative writing course for UCLA for 10 years. www.SherryShahan.com
Kimberly Ann Priest
Kimberly Ann Priest is the author of Slaughter the One Bird (Sundress 2021), Still Life (PANK 2020), Parrot Flower (Glass 2020) and White Goat Black Sheep (FLP 2018). She is an associate poetry editor for the Nimrod International Journal of Prose and Poetry and Embody reader for The Maine Review.
C. R. Resetarits
C. R. Resetarits is a writer and visual artist. Her art and collages have appeared in dozens of literary magazines, including the current covers of The Florida Review and Falling Star. Her art will be featured in the next issue of The Journal (OSU).
Adriana Stimola
Adriana Stimola is a non-fiction literary agent, content consultant, mother, and ever-aspiring poet. Her poetry has most recently been published in The Santa Clara Review, Juke Joint, and High Shelf Press. She lives in the Hudson Valley of NY.
Katie Zychowski
Katie Zychowski is a fine art photographer and published poet living and working in Grand Rapids, MI who has exhibited her visual work nationally. After attending Kendall College of Art and Design (’11, Photography) and graduating with honors, she began her career as an arts advocate within the nonprofit sector. Zychowski is currently working as Communications Coordinator at the Grand Rapids Public Library.
Photo Credit: James Lacroix, @jameslacroix